Cease now your ever-beating heart.
For time is merely a pendulum, swinging to and fro.
Forward and back, the pendulum slips,
as I slip into oblivion.
Steal away your good fortune, rise and fall like the waves of a sea.
I am the crux of your situation.
Don't doubt me; for the woman you see is not all there is.
The pendulum threats to steal this woman away, vanish me to dust.
I am no illusion,
Not a secret, nor a lie.
I am a pawn of the pendulum,
only existing to be obliterated by the pendulum's powerful swing and dark embrace.
Kiss me now or never know,what this pendulum has erased.
Never will I ever stand to be rejected and forgotten,
For I am beautiful, yet deadly.

Original date written: 11-08-10

In this broken heart,I'm bleeding ....
In this fragile mind, concepts and thoughts racing....
The center of your world, crumbling....
Kill it now, before the cancer spreads.

I know not what I do...for I am neither here nor there....

I simply exist.
Living only to die....
Forgotten, alone, and unloved....

Paralyze the one thing that threatens to break you....
Snatch the treasure away from the wealthy that spit in your face and laugh....
They dare to dream of your demise, but only I know what awaits them...

Later....much later....I see you there, and yet, I am the only one that knows of your existence....

Irony, sweet irony....

It creeps unexpected, and stays for the long run...
Just as I do,my damaged and forgotten love.

The illness threats the machine, shutting down the system, until there is nothing left.

Only me, and the promise of a meaningless and forgotten eternity.
I leave you now, with the scent of blood lingering in the stale air.
Apologies, and lies are all I give now.

Goodbye, for we may never meet again.

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The sounds of laughter, the security of embracing.
The salty, cold tears falling in goodbyes.
The sweet,tender love behind your butterfly kisses to my waiting lips...
the feeling of ultimate bliss.

The smell of love-making lingers in the air...
The exchange of smiles, a touch, a moan...
A scream of pleasure rings clear in my ears as this time between us grows ever closer to a climax.

A blush of the cheek,ecstasy settles.

Body to body, lips to lips,soul to soul...
We are eternally intertwined in a dance that never ends.

Remember this, and see my face.
Remember these things...and never let go.
Remember me, and nothing more...
Remember, my love, I am always yours.

Forever your face is burned into my memory...
I will always remember...my one and only love.
I will never let it die.

If you don't remember anything else, please remember this, strong and true from my heart,
I love you, and only you...my best friend and lover...
Always and forever, 'till the breath escapes my lungs and I exist no more.

The Darkness claims my body.
My soul will stay to guide you,protect you,forever.

I am, truly, never far away.

I see a shadow there in the dark abyss.
Is it you, lover? Have you come back for me?
I wonder if this figure before me is the man I miss?

I feel a cool shiver rush down my spine,
my palms sweaty with anticipation,
my heart thudding hard against my chest,
my mind racing, a smile cracks my face in two.

I feel you there, lover. Your soul reaches out to me.
I cannot see your face...It pains me so.
I am lost and forever looking for the one who's name is stained across my lips...

I whisper, do you hear it?

The tears come as silence answers.

Calling out to you as I slumber,looking for that familiar face.
Warmth on my breast where you lay, tickling pleasure from your touch, adrenaline flowing from your kiss...If only....if only...
I could feel your gentle embrace again.

I'm so lost in this world,forever looking for that face.
Your face, lover, is the one that I always seek...

Forever lost and looking...

Until the day we meet again.

Today is the day that I start to live....start to breathe...start to wonder where my life went so quickly. I am a woman of many things,talent, music, art, intuition, and daring bravery. I am the one that all of you turn away from....Shut out, cast down, beat into submission, and never see as nothing more or nothing less than a nobody....a little invisible speck on the radar of life....and yet, still I stand strong.

This cold bed..the empty space there by my side...

My racing thoughts, and the image of you pass through my mind...

I fight the tears, it burns my throat.

It's unbearable,this pain in my heart.

I miss you, lover.

The dreamless and sleepless nights, the hazy,boring, and creeping days of separation...

When will this suffering cease?

And, I wonder if this love will last forever?...Do you?!

Because I know that if I think of forever, it will be forever, and you promised me your all!

Did you lie?!

Forever has no expiration date...neither does the love that we share...I hope you feel what I do about love...An infinite abyss of many depths, never ending, only glistening , thriving,expanding, and always existing.

Be the man that I've known from day one.

Love me...forever...And never look back.

Remember me,please.

You said forever, I say everlasting.

Did you mean it?!

Because remember...

Forever never expires,and even if I expire in body, remember this, lover...

If nothing else hits you, remember this:

I am -forever- in your heart.